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Showing posts with label suicidal tendencies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicidal tendencies. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 31

SONG OF THE DAY: Future Lover


It was a year ago today that I put on my finest Sergio Tacchini tracksuit and went to see Thee Sacred Souls with my girlfriend. This was a couple weeks before my 50th birthday, and I’d been looking forward to it forever, setting off celebration of reaching a decade my father and grandfather never made it to. The show was wonderful. Then I had a suicidal episode right before my birthday, and it ended up not being that celebratory at all, more like figuring out support networks I never counted on before, and accepting the limitations of age. It’s all good now, but February of last year was dodgy.
Since that time, both my youngest kids (16 and 20) have had that “Could I Call You Rose?” song play on their Spotify playlists in the car, not sure where it came from. And then Thee Sacred Souls just had one of them NPR Tiny Desk concerts last week that all the normal white people who think they’re quirky absolutely love. It’s nice to see them blow up, and in fact, even see the whole souldies movement start to gain traction with the paying public. Getting back into records and limiting myself to 45s meant that there’s a long period of no releases, from the late ‘90s through the past decade, with the exception of the souldies movement, which kept 45s alive all through that time. The vinyl resurgence never happened with this realm, because vinyl never went away, and in fact, all the major label color variations of shit has clogged up the vinyl production pipeline for those who’d been using it all along.
All part of the deal in living in a society though. This particular song was part of the Pennyrose Valentine’s Day bundle last season, with Thee Sacred Souls dropping “Future Lover” as a single while they were on US tour. I slept on it at first, but upon a few more spins, this one has snuck into my regular rotation of modern souldies classics. And if you’re a 45 connoisseur like myself, this one pairs excellently with a number of Otis Redding 45s, notably “Think About It” and “You Left The Water Running”, which both got references to the physical space of a shared house, and those opening knocks of “Future Lover” just pop right on in as you fade out the Otis, and life goes on man, it always goes on, until it don’t. And when that happens, you’re not gonna be worried about your records no more anyways.
Thankful I'm still listening to records, to be honest, after the past year. Life is shorter, no need to make it shorter, and no need not to find joy in this godawful civilization we've been doomed to live inside.

Monday, September 19

SV1C1D3 R4T3S H4V3 SH0T VP...


suicide rates have shot up 
during digital era 
(charting like a blue chip stock) 

Tuesday, October 13

SONG OF THE DAY: Drowning On Dry Land

Been listening to a lot of old blues music lately, because when it feels like the world is ending, it’s important to remember you’re not the first person to live under a bridge. You can still have good times, with wild sex by the burn barrel light as the stable world buzzes past overhead, oblivious to you. Perhaps it’s better to live in the margins, in oblivion, without the attachment of normal ass expectations, which always fail to come through. I mean, I had a what felt like the end of the world in the past few years, but here I am today, with more gibberish poetry in my heart than ever, and blood still pumping to most of my dick. It’s never the end of the world; it’s just a change you wasn’t necessarily prepared for. But you don’t have to prepare, you just gotta keep existing. Too much preparation might even get in the way sometimes. Anyways, none of us are the first, and we won’t be the last. We’re just another miniscule human blip on the universal consciousness.
This is all a fairly simplified way of feeling confident in my life not feeling absolutely fucked in this very moment. It’s easy to see the benefits of continuing to walk along the tracks when you’re not actively in the mood to lay down in front of the next empty coal train. But I’ve been there too. And I’m here now. And even though I might get there again, the point is the train’s not for you anyways. It’s for the coal to be scraped from inside the Earth. Life doesn’t necessarily have a point. So fuck it, you might as well keep walking along the tracks, wander off, and enjoy your goddamned self a little.

Friday, March 15

Monday, March 11

SONG OF THE DAY: Loser


my back tattoo is only half a back 
the purity of natural born loser's poor choices 
was gonna get outlaw Jack of Diamonds 
representing myself - outlaw jack of all words 
and then Suicide King to signify 
paternal blood lines - reckless king of all dives 
then at the top in garishly beautiful script 
STANDING PAT - a blackjack hand not destined 
to win automatically but 
fuck it, still pretty good 

got the jack done, third eye activated 
small side street in Scottsville tattoo parlor 
operated by a dude from down the road 
but then he was gone, to Germany or Arizona 
and his style was too unique plus affordable 
being a small town and shit 
so never got the suicide king 
just half a back tattoo, holding a jack of diamonds 
waiting for life to deal me the other card 

every now and then my youngest child 
walks by as I'm shirtless (naturally) 
and she slaps my back, yelling 
SLAPJACK! and runs off laughing 
one of my blessings to remember since it feels like 
some folks lose so hard 
they never even finish getting their hand dealt 
before life folds up on top of them 
like metaphysical tangle of blackberry bushes 
fruitless to fight 

Tuesday, March 20

N0 B3TT3R D4Y TH4N TH1S 0N3...

no better day than this one;
no better life than this one;
ain't gettin' shit else no way

Monday, January 15

Monday, December 11

JJ Krupert Dec 2017 intro

(to 2017)

the month of paying our consumer tithe to the Gods of Capital, who are more relentless than ever
music (as always) soothes our struggles, and at one point an industry was made of this aural salve
the industry has been lost to algorithms
transition from industrial to digital
invisible smokestacks, psychic limbs lost instead of seen ones
welcome to the dystopia, I hope you enjoy your stay (of physical execution)
this past month of Krupertdom in my life has been melancholy
transition from warm to cold
light to dark
(& fuck has it ever been dark)
(a deep dissociative darkness)
(with a wandering rootlessness aching at my ankles like soul-thritis)

as you get caught up in this capital frenzy, remember
fuck the devils (& their wretched unforgiving maths)
you don’t have to buy shit, ever again
support art (not troll gatekeepers)
directly, always directly
indirect costs are for two-faced devils
the heart should not be concerned with overhead

(unrelated to krupert lists, but related to music, I am making music again, with multiple people, & though my flows remain as off-kilter and disjointed as ever, I am thankful for art because it continues to save me from death and hopelessness and despair, and that is the fucking point, no?)

Thursday, August 24

S0M3 D4YS H0PP1NG TH3 TR41N S33MS...

some days hopping the train seems
right, then other days stepping
out in front of it feels best

Monday, May 15

Wednesday, March 1

suicide king assassin
mantras - practicing jihad
against negative impulse

Saturday, January 28

Sunday, January 15

plastic ghosts circulating
self-destructive tendencies,
manufactured by devils

Friday, January 15

drawings from children tacked up
in confining workspaces
worldwide stifle suicide

Wednesday, December 23

TOP TEN APPETITES FOR DESTRUCTION


#1: THE INCREASING SHRIEKS/OF WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE/SHUT DOWN THE 80S
#2: “TURN AROUND BITCH, I/GOT A USE FOR YOU” FROM IT’S/SO EASY SEEMS HARSH
#3: A 15-YEAR-OLD/YOUNG RAVEN MACK UNDERSTOOD/NIGHTRAIN WAY TOO WELL
#4: MISTER BROWNSTONE IS/REALLY ANTHROPOMORPHIC/TERM FOR HEROIN
#5: PARADISE CITY/WHISTLES ECHO AROUND MY/HEAD ON WARM FRIDAYS
#6: I OFTEN WONDER/WHAT MY MICHELLE’S DAD DID IN/PORN - PERHAPS KEY GRIP
#7: AXL ROSE STILL THINKS/ABOUT YOU, BUT DO YOU STILL/THINK ABOUT AXL?
#8: SWEET CHILD O’ MINE’S THE/MOST BEAUTIFUL SONG ABOUT/LOVING SOME WILD CHICK
#9: LOL BUT THEN/YOU’RE CRAZY REMINDS YOU HOW/SHE’S A CRAZY BITCH
#10: I’VE SEARCHED THREE DECADES/FOR MY VERY OWN ROCKET/QUEEN, TO NO AVAIL

Saturday, December 12

Monday, October 12

suicide king rolled into
blunt shape stuffed into random
shard of glass bottle - perfect

Friday, September 25

double down on the dagger,
blade forged in simplistic fire
and complex stupidity

Saturday, August 29

Saturday, July 25

it was never determined
whether King Charles inserted
or concealed that last dagger